I am in a dilemma
whether I can ever love!
The scars which I received
while loving someone
made me more like a stone
unable to speak the love tone.

I disappoint everyone
friends and family shower love
but while expecting
I am unable to return back
any love.

I feel I am bad at relationships
can't love anyone with all my heart
I move away all the time
draining out while resisting
to all which could be mine

But I can't love
can't love any longer.
I have lost myself
somewhere, where I can't
find at all.