there's three stages of panic disorder stage one is being terrified, every waking second of every day, if not from symptoms, from the impending doom of them coming again soon stage two is realizing the only way to cope with waking up every day thinking you're going to die, is to stop caring if you do or not stage three is just wanting to get it over with
not so much a poem but a confession. didn't know where else to put this thought.