I actually missed you,
but yesterday broke
my streak.
I miss you.
I miss you and our friendship,
even though you had hurt me
yet again.
I still wished you the best,
hoping that you would find
your happiness...
but finding out that you're
not doing so well,
breaks my heart
because you're hurting.
Not only am I sad, but
hurt that you
didn't even want me as a
friend anymore.
I was there for you when you
let me be
and I could have been'
there for you now,
but you did not want me
in your life at all.
I guess maybe it was actually
my fault
for even letting myself
do anything with you
past our friendship.

I still hope you find what you're
looking for and that you become
everything you strive to be.
I never gave up on you,
you just gave up on me.