There is a trail that I've walked a time or two Wearing heavy shoes made of crackling fire I've left behind only a charred unrecognizable road And a sunrise as bitter as its roots
The trail parts swiftly, cleaving me as it cleaves itself My route is camouflaged in winter's blanket I spin on heels that have worn their welcome And I walk beyond the borders of this dream
There's an old woman in a cottage Who tells me I have a mist behind my eyes "Brown is the color of failure," I tell her as I pass And she flashes a half-smile that chills me to my bones
Part II
Late to rest, yet early to rise Quarrelsome images tirelessly haunt my sleep The old lady waves from the bottom of the hill But it's too late to turn back now
I see a saddle of good weight resting against birchwood trees Yet no sign of steed for miles around As calloused palms meet calloused leather I sense the spirit of its rider wash over me
The path now winds like a time traveling clock My breathing hastens as my feet carry on I hear whistling but I'm unsure of the source Is it me?Β Β Or is it something out of sight?
Part III
I come to a clearing at long last Blistered feet have taken me far, just not far enough My pupils sense a brightness I haven't encountered before Instinctively, my hands shield my cowering eyes
The old woman is there, whispering to lilies In a language my mind has no hope of comprehending She pays no heed to my presence at all Yet she knows that I linger in my bewilderment
She plucks a lily from the unblemished earth And I see a brilliant steed at the center of the shimmering field "Brown is the color of failure," she says with a parched grin And suddenly my path becomes very clear
Part IV
I flinch as the light overwhelms my perception Evolving now into an ethereal embrace Though blind, my feet move without my mind's approval And suddenly I am mounted upon the majestic horse
Like a snare drum, its gallop is steady and gallant My sense of direction in disarray as I'm carried through the woods I hear the woman's hands wringing at weeds in the distance Despite how far from the clearing I should be by now
The horse tenses and sneers as momentum careens to a halt I feel myself being thrown through air, time, and space My brown eyes blink as oxygen floods my rested lungs Gasping, I realize I'm as awake as I have ever been
End.
This work is the result of two weeks of writing, which seems like a long time for a piece of this length. But each time I sat down to work on it, something else just called to me to either write or re-write.
This piece is focused on the substance of my dreams; how quickly they seem to unfold in my mind, and how deeply they seem to point to something in my heart that is unsatisfied with its condition.