I’ve abandoned my home for a journey I have not yet discovered to the friends behind me fear not for my life but for the life I could have led on a bed forced into a corner swaddled in childhood blankets that clung to my skin like each tear from a empty nested mother cry for the path not traveled rejoice in the odyssey of my heart think of me against the pale blue skies of mountains beneath the growing timber of earths design pity the splintering bones in my feet but not the destination they’ve run towards I’ve jumped from one luminous point to the next cradled by the crevasse of the moon watching my shoes etch themselves into unsoiled mud which someday I will hang as proof I did not agree to be silent and still the world was not big enough to contain my wonder I will watch myself rise to the challenge of being alive or fall into the jagged gravel of being human my scars will only create a map of where I have been and where I will go and when I return you may ponder if I am the same the answer is already against the tip of your tongue I braved the sun to find it didn't burn me one path may bleed to the next my steps from home may become further but fear not for me only for the life that I could have led