Depicted as an addict for your afflictions, emotionally evicted, my ****** expressions are cryptic I am absent. I am a shoe without a sole or a tongue, hung over lines for everyone to see I am absent. "Perhaps CAPS is the best place for you." As time elapsed I couldn’t grasp the concept Replaced the laces with stems from flower vases, It’s less about the material and more about the release I am absent. Adept at adapting to your feelings even when I can’t feel a thing, I’m already a ghost So why is my lack of spirit haunting me? The somber face in the mirror sends shivers down my spine I am absent. In my head I find serenity in screaming obscenities, but to your face I timidly say, "It’s fine." I find serendipity in finite extremities, they seem to be the only thing I can understand Just give me an ending in transcendent tendons, I am fingertip dependent with a penchant for physical tension because... I am ---