You’re here now But where were you? When your gangly group Of friends pushed me down Stole my bike and you went along Mama said you were just trying to fit in As if that justified it Where were you? When Dad struck me For spilling milk on his album Tears were shed, bums were smacked You yelled right along Singing the tune to your abusive song Where were you? When Mama cried ‘Cuz Grandma died And I sobbed all alone I reached for your hand, and you smacked it away They say people deal with death differently But how is calling me dumb, Going to soothe your middle-school pain? Where were you? When Mama yelled at me I couldn’t do my math Oh how I tried and blubbered snotty answers She saw the tears on my face While you stood, watching on the staircase ADHD, but I didn’t know it yet So until then, I listened to you call me ******* You’re here now, Living in your palace of ice I sure hope Canada is treating you nice Because here in my den, You’ll never be welcome again