And I said to her that I need more than a friend. That I need that compromise that calls for her immediate attention. That my head has been the beneficiary of her shoulder for quite sometime.
Through the laughs, the jokes, the long talks that end with a deep stare. To be asΒ honest as I can, I revealed the fact that I've been digging her for quite sometime now. You know that subtle weakness that makes it hard to say no to the smallest thing.
That cool but uncool moment every-time the phone rings you hope its who your thinking of.
That one person whom makes it through that thick fog of possibilities and it could be's. That sometimes your right, sometimes your wrong. Gradually bidding your time until they call subtleness.
Revealing that the small moments we've spent together equates to somewhat of all her time, And with her busy schedule and all that it's all she has to give. And trust me that's all right with me. That I am blessed to stare right into her eyes and be able to feel the exact thing Holiday felt. The pause that captivated a audience until the end of her performance. The same thing Stevie Wonder felt, that sort of superstitious that causes pause whenever I go to speak.
It's that urgent manifestation to tell you that I miss you, that if your not too busy stop by after work. As her voice is the transportation that takes me from one job to the next.
That energy that could otherwise be describe as divine. That is why it's important that I need her to know this. This certain philosophy that she is needed to get through the day. And here I am at my window seat seeing the world from a totally different view. No longer sitting at the bus stop watching the world speed pass a moment at a time. Without need for a transfer, just bidding my time without a thing to do. Tossing my bus pass in the wind. At that moment I said to her that I need more than a friend. What I need is that feeling that only you can provide