You sickening ***** why do you procrastinate in happiness? Why do you poison yourself with these emerald thoughts? Why, you only see milk white thighs and slender legs Plaguing your head with emeralds Why you're not beautiful, You're strange You're the different destiny sought out from an ill fated heartache You're the ***** used to forget the past Slender beauty, silky hair Flawless skin Why, you're the night to daylight With your dark untamed hair and marred skin Your extra weight Stupid ***** You're the gauze to the wound And you will never be more Because you're a damaged yet different creature among sparrows You walked yourself into this Because you loved And that's the price