My fear is massive It can't be wrapped up for Christmas There is no way to contain it It grows, grows, grows My fear is a fire It burns down bridges and highways It burns through entire cities without ceasing
My thoughts are tornadoes No one is safe My thoughts consume, with gluttonous cheeks Feeding on the pain, the joy, the fear, the living
I have been hiding behind small talk And soft kisses No more I am exhausted Why can't speaking be easy for me too?
Is there something to hold on to when reality slips away? There are always more questions than answers Some days I believe in solipsism or nihilism and that scares me Some days I believe it's all just a dream And I tell myself I shouldn't be scared because there is nothing to fear as if that would give me courage But it just makes me silent
Solipsism/nihilism: nothing is real, nothing exists