After that night the bags under my eyes never went away and streams of white hair made their appearance. My insides felt like they were planning a revolt and every bit of humanity I had left vanished with a siren like shriek. My tears felt like acid and the carpet still looks bleached where they fell from the waterfall on my face. My breath had been stolen by the two ton weight on my chest and I didn't want it back. My heart had proclaimed its demise because surely nothing can strive after being torn in two. My eyes wept, my mind wept, even the hands that you used to hold so dear have wept. After that night my fear has never went away, and even with death, my love never will.