i was so sure
that you were gone from my mind forever.

i am angry at myself
for letting you back in
i am angry at myself
for falling for you
again

i should have learned from my mistakes
i should have learned that
we just weren't meant to be and that
even though our love was strong
the times where i was sad
outweighed the times where i was happy.

and i refuse to blame you, because it really
wasn't just your fault.
it was mine too.

and so i'm angry that i messed up
and i'm angry that you messed up
and i just wish that you would be gone from my mind now
but it doesn't seem like that's happening
anytime soon.