We won't be friends for long, I'm sorry but you've done me wrong. You've dug a hole in my mind, and I can see in black but you've made me colourblind. I've grown accustomed to having you around, I've grown accustomed to your white noise. But surrendering was never my choice, I want nothing less than gold, I never wanted my soul to be sold... I've spent too many nights crumbling, folding, imploding I've spent too many days wearing a mask that portrays that my mind is okay... I've spent too much time in your shade, I want to see the sun again, I'm afraid I'll lock you in the very cage you made for me, and this time *I'll be free.