I remember her white poet shirt and clean clear face. She is on stage at the Mansion House, a St. Catharines bar: Songs she wrote and songs learned from the radio Brag of coarse and earthy evenings. She sang, “…when I’m drunk I’m a nihilist…”
She jokes that her life is a documentary limerick. She has two children. She’s the eager daughter of rich peasants. Impulse, defiance, insults, she defends as truth and a joke.
“I’m going to tell him you’re his father,” She said to her best friend while I listened. “You don’t have to pay. I told my parents you’re the father” And while he cried she said: “You could make everything all right for me.”
Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson
(this poem was published May 2002 in Shadow Voices)