i was afraid
i don’t know why i was
it wasn’t like
i was going to die
with your gun
in my mouth

but you
you should be scared for your life

*** scented voice
slurring along my neck

i was afraid of you
God, i was so scared
even when you were gone
my soul wouldn’t come back

she was trembling in His arms
begging for everything she had already
because she wasn’t ready to lose it all

you were fearless
in front of me
i was just a pretty little girl

tv makes you look so cool
yielding your scythe like a gun
like a badge on your soul
so proud of it

ready to reap and ****
and crunch lives in your disgusting mouth
slurring along my neck
you weren’t even trembling

i wasn’t gonna die
you can’t **** me

but i can **** you
just pull your trigger
go ahead, feel free
and see who it shoots

you gave a command
to tie me up
save me for later

i slipped out
out your grasp

or did you slip
out of mine
out of His?

but you can’t get away
you’ll never get away
with it, with this
with everything you ever did

*are you scared?