Autumn lightnings, heavy clouds, night sky
No stars, no lights, no one
Hiding in darkness, fantasizing of happiness, exposed by skylights
The realization, the loneliness, the search
Unable to be understood, incapable of feeling, frozen
Empty... mathematical words.... hungry
A drooling dry mouth, semi-closed red eyes, trembling soul
Inconsistent, Shapeless, Searching
I dive into the inevitable future
Aware of my vampire self accompanying me!