I don't miss you I miss the time And the me that you fell in love with Because I loved her too And all that innocence I had Like flowers circling a pillar You tore down and tied into ribbons Hoping that the stems wouldn't rot after you left them on the ground But they did I did So I don't miss you I miss me And none of your words Or touches Or ******* excuses can give me back the love that I had for myself The love that I gave to you That never should have been yours to begin with But under lock in key inside my heart So I could remember to cherish myself even after you ran away