Until I lose my voice and no one listens the unsaid words of love will accumulate inside me, and will appear on my face like the flashes from an electronic sign whose bulbs have all blown except for two or three intermittently appearing like a code that no one but you understands.
Until I lose my mind with no one's help the unthought thoughts will accumulate and be sacrificed like my greatgrandfather, an Isaac who wasn't spared. And I, an Isaac who was, was born under the sign of the ram, to be sacrificed in other ways.
My Great Grandfather Isaac was Reb Itzik ben Reb Avraham ha-Cohen Elowitz b in Vilna c. 1869 and was murdered in an Aktion along with his wife, three daughters, son in laws and grandchildren at Byten in what is now Belarus (1942). I am the grandson of his sole surviving daughter.