Sep 2016
The strongest people break too,
they break when they are all used up.
At times like these a hug can help put the pieces back.
A simple hug that isn't malicious, that isn't carefree but meaningful.
We all need it once in a while,
Right now? I need it.
I need a genuine hug,
A caring hug,
A hug that means you care and you understand,
A hug that will make me feel safe again.
But right now?
No one is there to give it to me.
they break when they are all used up.
At times like these a hug can help put the pieces back.
A simple hug that isn't malicious, that isn't carefree but meaningful.
We all need it once in a while,
Right now? I need it.
I need a genuine hug,
A caring hug,
A hug that means you care and you understand,
A hug that will make me feel safe again.
But right now?
No one is there to give it to me.
Time again to cry myself to sleep and hug the sheets and pillows that entangle me hoping never to wake to the day I know will come. I am not strong for myself, I am only strong for others. I need to change, because the longer I am weak the longer I will hurt and cry out for the end of all the torture.
