in my room there's a small cupboard it's cosy and warm like a reading nook and it's dark and quiet but i have fairy lights so that's okay that's okay and cookies cookies are good too cookies are good and there's a blanket inside made just for me just my size not too big just my size it's yellow it's yellow yellow like summer it's fluffy and it's.. it's.. safe yes.. it's safe and everything will be okay won't it? okay..? okay.. yes everything will be okay? so I need to be here because.. because the outside grew very big today and it hurts to be not here so I need to be here and i need small and i need soft and i need quiet i need.. okay