I believe! I believe!
I will believe as hard as I can until it kills me!
God almighty in heaven above, let me believe!
I will dedicate my life to you,
I am prepared to die for you!

even if I don't really believe,
I will in time!

I can pretend for as long as it takes until my faith is true!

I mean,
there are lies that I can sink into so beautifully,
a falsehood that comes so natural that it may as well be true!

so this,
faith and joy,
should be nothing!

I've told a lot of lies,
I've faked a lot of identifies,
true

but this is is something that I truly want to be,

so I will force faith down my own throat until all that comes out of my mouth anymore are preachings

I will force myself to be the perfect god-fearing boy if it kills me

because gosh,

I just believe

so hard