you are an exquisite pain, an acquired taste for tears. to love you and to leave unscathed is like running through the summer forrest and trying not to be torn by the thistles. my flesh split to pieces yet there is more blood to give and wolves are howling in the distance, they won’t give up. the agony, the ache of the almost that is ‘us’. to graze something so wonderful but in the end, fall short. to love you is to give you my all and have you still ask for more. to drain the light from my eyes, chasing until vanished and I am left here, in the dark with no way out.