I still search for you
Across the waves of internet
I keep a weather eye out
For any sign or sound
A hopeful indication of something
Perhaps even a slip of escaped care

I still search for you
Across the dark dungeons of my heart
Snaking out hidden memories
A desperate need to hold onto them
The forgotten warmth of us
Now just a withered out candle

I still search for you
Across every dimension possible
Looking perhaps for a better time
When us meant something worthwhile
When flawed emotions didn't cut down our bonds
A time when you'd see me the way I see you

I still search for you
With a self resigned disappointment
Accepting the truth of our toxicity
Hoping someday to truly let go