I miss her! I miss the breath in my mouth! I miss the fallen hair on floor! I miss the smell in my bed! Is it the begin of my fall! Or am I in the middle of decending to inferno dark side of loneliness! Here I will oblige my pen to step! I will contain my heart beats within the chest that held years of secrets! No further spell of words on those white tempting papers! No more openness No more me! Sorry!