When I dwell on what’s coming to my little boys I go down. I go down. I go all the way down to the silent, still chasm, my heart.
When I linger there long There the sorrow, it dwells, where it wallows and swells then I swallow then heave, wipe my face on my sleeve.
"All the things that they’ll miss" Clench my face in a fist, bleeding tears, wet and warm as a tropical storm. They run down. Deluge down. They go all the way down, searing my wet, whiskered skin.
And the missed milestones mock, hurt me, sink like a rock. They're all wrapped 'round my head with guilt, anger and lead. Weigh me down. Tie me down. I go all the way down, All alone, a black bubble my mind
And it's often I find, that I find myself there, meet the eye of despair, the five-hundred-yard stare So alone, I go down. I go all the way down I go all the way down to no end.