The rain came down gently at first. Then the rain began to crash down. Screaming. Hiding the tears streaming down my cheeks. Sure the rain was doing me a favor. The night was cold. Cold and windy. The Stars had vanished with your memory. You were in my past. Someone I had to let go of. I can't think of you anymore. The rain felt nice on my freshly made cuts. The clear water turning a red striking down my arm. Idk why I'm writing this is just came upon me. No I will never lay a blade on my arm again. Never cry for her again. Never feel the pain she wants me to.