If only, if only you could see the things in my head, the things I've thought, dreamed ,and feared. If only,if only you felt what I felt, understood what every word did to me, what I've wanted to do to those who hurt my family. If only, if only you actually cared what I was saying right now, then maybe just maybe we could see eye to eye for once, and actually get along like normal people but that's just. If only.