I remember you telling me how you thought highways were poetic.
There’s a spot I like to go to at night that overlooks the pacific highway, a wall covered in vines, I sit there and feel calm. I can see the poetry in the way the red and white bleeding lights stretch along this road to nowhere. I can see the poetry in the way each car holds a human who is living a life that is not mine and how each life is different and how for a brief moment these lives are on the same path. The man on his way home from work, who has no one to go home to but a dog, he is tired and he is a hard worker. He remembers that he is out of milk so he takes the next exit. A woman who just came from a first date, who is disappointed because she isn’t sure if she’ll connect with another person the way she connected with her ex-lover, she regrets the lies she told. Their cars race forward and their lonely thoughts chase them home. These cars are going so fast, I find it hard to focus on one for more than a moment. However, there is poetry in the way that I am still, while life is going fast. They say being still isn’t progressive. They say being still will get me nowhere. But, I am grounded when I am still. I am savoring every fleeting moment. I am taking my time to get to where I am supposed to be and I am not even sure where that is. I remember you telling me how you thought highways were poetic. Tonight, I'm thinking that too.