Flowers so delicately bloom their roots run deep and thrive from white to pink lilacs and hues of purples and reds such baby blues to the deepest indigo a miracle with the brightest and most beautiful of petals a scent to fill the air fragrances to lift the heart such a delight it is to have sight of them but flowers that are picked by uncaring hands will often crush their velvet petals in their eagerness to have handling manhandling allowing no light nor care a desperate want for their eyes greedy needy hands and when the flowers begin to fade through such damage they are placed within a press so that they may be held for a longing to covert all light and care turns away as the butterfly screws tightens it's grip of such delicate petals time will pass and maybe it will be remembered and held to the light transparent a tiny shadow of bloom remains placed set among others like itself and it will be held for all time in a book entitled scrap
I was so very fortunate to grow, be loved, be nurtured by loving parents and have deep roots within a loving family. Only for most of my adult life to find i was picked and pressed. Strangely enough, most of the physical and ****** violence i experienced are the things i am learning to live with. The things that happened will stay with me and i am a very anxious and nervous person as a result.
But it's the cruelest words spoken to me that may stay for a while yet.