I'm an awful person To all this should be plain No matter how hard I try All I cause is pain Nothing is ever your fault It's always mine You expect me to be normal But the cracks are easy to find I'm at a lost Every move I make is wrong Every thought I have is twisted My existence has been to long Why must it be this way I try my best, I swear I do But it always falls apart I wish my spirt had already departed, I wish it had already flew