I wish I was still knocked out Having ****** up dreams about Talking curtains, purple fields and murk But the pills no longer work My body is way too used So resistant I can't even snooze Oh how I miss those days When I was lost in the haze The hallucinations reduced the pain The insomnia drives me insane Valiums and ***** has no effect It used to make me feel perfect Tonight when I go to bed With too many thoughts in my head I will swallow you anyway I will hope and I will pray That maybe this time I can sleep Until my alarm starts to beep Dear Stilnoct, this is my plee Knock me out and save me