Because I am different
They call mock me and taunt
Because I'm not perfect
Yeah I'm dirt under his feet

And then they ask me why
I'm so insecure
Why I get panic attacks at social events
I'm caged in this game and I can't get out!

I feel the emotions
bleeding silently at night
Blood pounding dizziness in my mind
chest kind of hurts
Uptown Roof at midnight
It's a Standoff with myself
I'm in control most of the time
But I coop it up inside

it's the ugly truth and I want you to know!
Please don't stray away
I don't want to be alone
Never mind it's all dumb lie!
nothing's happening
im...fine!