Sometimes I don't feel like writing I just want to listen. The moments were I ponder about who I am and write it down in a poetic format because it's a really addictive drug and I'm already hooked. Coming back. returning. Over and over again. Like it's the only way to feel. To imagine what feelings are. To imagine love or hurt. Is this a curse or karma getting back at me. Striking. Kicking. Stabbing. Over and over. Evermore.