Mostly i've said nothing i've felt nothing meant nothing nothing at all nothing in my mind I'm a prisoner and the walls remind me sometimes about rain when tears fall nothing that can suffice and i've learned to never ask the price i'm nothing like ice turned water losing my identity the key of self in isolation i breathe and yet i can taste the outside just lingering beyond my thoughts those i have caught between my dreams painting echoes bursting through mind and space into the emptiness I've so fell in love with my shelter and answer to my prayers an oasis that isn't there fooling me into believing that i have something to lose somewhere in this nothingness