Could’ve sworn we had it all planned out. We ended up dropping out of something I always cared about. I acted like nothing ever got through to me. Like I didn’t have any feelings except the ones reserved for me. I saw what it did to me and how they got to you. I could have tried to stop them but they’d have just gone right through. Now them and I are one and I can finally see. That I threw away someone that meant the world to me.
Wrote this one a long time ago... Hang in there. Things do get better.