It's been all for her. I don't even know how it came to be. How I even became so close to melody. Today was different. Can't decide if it was good or bad. Today we kissed and I wonder if we should had. In the bathroom hidden. Her eyes stared into mine. What would you do if I kissed you? She whispered staring. I smiled gently. I'd let you Mel. Then it happened. Her lips locked with mine. It was heaven but still I was terrified. I hadn't kissed anyone for a year. Anyone but Chae. What if I ****** up? What if... Mel isn't Chae. I was dazed. She held me close after and I wrapped my arms around her. She made everything okay. I just wanted to stay there with her. I wanted to kiss her again. And again. Instead I walked her back to class. A different girl had walked in. I want to be with melody. I don't know what to do.