No no no You are wrong. About me. You have always been one for anger, violence and oppression You have always been one to lash out against others who don't agree with you. You say it's possible to change, I've been waiting for years This abuse, this warfare is my life now. I wish I could go back to a time when I could be myself. But, like many other things it just isn't possible You have wrecked me. My life my soul my hope my dreams my aspirations my everything you have made depression a ******* reality You ******* my life, stirred my family, and caused nothing but raw hate from me. You are so cold. So unforgiving You preach about the "good lord" where was he when you were on top of me? YOU ARE A ******* ***** do you know that, dear sir? YOU HAVE NO RESPECT FOR HUMAN LIFE did god tell you that yet? YOU ARE A VICIOUS ****** WITH A FIST that's really quite scary. I am so tired of you I am going to leave soon. From you, from all of this. And when I'm gone, you''l have to wonder, "Where did I go wrongGgGgGg?" Well let me tell ya, you went wrong the very day you met me. *****. I ******* hate you. Everything about you. Everything. I'm breaking down. can you see my cracks? I feel so alone. You told me that. I have gotten darker by the day, and I don't care if I stay in this world. I'm losing all I care about, because your hate is like poison. It spreads. Through me, through mom, through the whole **** family. And you sit there, on that god forsaken couch gorging yourself in snacks and sweets, expecting the world to bow before your swollen feet I am angry "dad" I am upset. You will feel it soon. I can promise you that. You have nothing but a dead son coming, better start planning. And if you touch my sister, death is coming goodbye, Mr "dad" *I'll see you in hell