Constant conscious loving all the little things In life, Can't let these little things like clouded emotions Spark a light, Out to be gifted but Santa's shop is closed this night, Remembered your name in desperate times but You forgot about mine, so, Thats why I don't belong, Here, I can just say ***** it and end up giving my Life to a man I've never seen , messing up my Vision with the bright light, I maybe be would be judged with a small smite, But everything gets cold when frost bites, And you don't feel so holy when the heart dies.