I walk in, everyone looks at me from the sound of the door opening
But it feels like a million laser beams are burning me to the core
Suddenly I feel weak, vulnerable
Every amount of confidence goes away
I feel so helpless, scared and sensitive
Like I'm screaming for help and no one can hear me
They just stare at me like I'm a ******* idiot for being this emotional over something any sane person shouldn't be afraid of
I feel so lost, in a world full of pain
I'm trapped under a spell and I can't escape, I feel like a puppet on strings
I feel held back from living my life on the sidelines instead of taking control
I will never escape this torture
I feel so alone