I cannot tell real life from illusion I have suffered a contusion not of the body but of the mind I can no longer put my worries to rest for they have insomnia I see monsters not only in nightmares but walking behind me down the street I hear the voices calling me even when im in an empty room I smell blood even though there is no wound I can no longer keep the peace, there is a rebelion in my head I can no longer take solace in my own bed I am drowning in a sea of fear and sheer terror I can no longer hold onto this ledge I will fall right off the edge of reality Right into the bed of **insanity