we had the chance:
to talk to each other
to explain what happened
to understand things

& I had the chance:
to find a way
to ask questions
to tell you how much you meant

the last two months
and five days
were spent not talking to you

in those days
there would've been
countless moments
turned to wonderful memories

we've had more than
two years with each other
and almost half of it
was spent ignoring
but never not missing the other

you're farther away now

and i'm actually afraid:
of the uncertainty
of where we'll be years from now
of how things will turn out

but there's no other way to find out than live this life & wait

hopefully
after long years
(and who knows how long),
we'll see each other again

& despite the changes
that'll happen
to each of us,
hopefully,
it'll only lead us
to becoming better
& ready
for whatever it is
that is still yet to come

by that time
may we face life
and conquer it together

& if the time comes
that we'll once again
need to part,
may the time
we've shared together
give each other
more reasons to return

until one day
these reasons will be enough
for us never to leave
each other's side