we started talking less and less everything became very dead i held your laugh inside of my head and your face inside of my chest i tried to remember how it felt to feel alive, our tiny moments where everything was simple and all right i wanted to call you tonight i wanted to say i can no longer live my life i wanted to say, i always held you so dear even though we haven't spoken in years through the final tears, i just wanted you to know that i loved you from there to here, all of the spaces in between forever more