fifty-five years of kissing chores, fights, make-ups two wars, countless pies a near-divorce and three beautiful grand kids what's it all mean, she says her voice trembling, clinging to life him next to her, paper-skinned, a deathbed we're but temporary blips on a cosmic radar, she near cries and every word burns like cigarettes in his eyes we may be temporary, but it all adds up, my dear his voice the strength and wisdom of ten thousand kings would you never hold a flower, knowing it would someday be dead? and amidst an ocean of dreams and regrets she smiles at his familiar warmth the last, most alive kiss she ever got in this life.