I hate these words repeating in my head I hate these rhymes my brain has been fed I hate this feeling of not feeling my feelings I hate this part when it's too late to hang from the ceiling I hate the guilt that I guiltily push down I hate it when all I can think of is the same old noun I hate my hate towards hateful beings I hate the ****** melody my mouth sings I hate that I have no say at this point I hate my heart breaking, worse than breaking of joints I hate this room and this house and this neighborhood I hate these things that everyone should Love and adore but somehow I can't I hate when I become to the shrinking size of an ant I hate this verse that I'm making When I stand up in class and recieve laughs at my voice shaking I hate my complaints and I hate my emotionless emotions emotionally seeping out of my motionless skin I hate this I hate that I hate you I hate that I'm lying right now just to pull me through
so many words in my head... i don't know how to describe them