Do you know why?
Why I always panic?
Why I always worry?
Why I always ask all the stupid questions?
Why I'll ask you if you love me?
Because I never been anyone's first.
Never have been someone's fire
They're reason to keep fighting.
I've always been just the little spark like a cheap lighter.
Never have I ever been anyone's first.
I never had anyone ask me if I'm okay.
I had never had anyone to hold me not with their touch but with their soul.
I had never had someone cry to me
I had never had someone confess all there feelings and secrets.
You want to know why I ask all these stupid questions?
Because I've never had ever been anyone's first.
So for once in my pathetic life
I want this to last
I want this to work
I want this to be my true last.
Because your the first person to love me.
And all I can do is hope and pray.
Because you know what?
From my broken heart and trust from so long ago.
I want to let you know these words.
I love you.
I truly love you from my body and soul.
So please understand my way of thinking.
My worries
My anxiety
Because I've never been anyone's first. And I promise and pray.
That I'll be your last if ...
If you promise you'll be my last love from now and forever.