Didn't wanna be a demon
Thought I could defeat him
But it turns out I am bleeding
Numbness replacing feeling

Feeling nothing in my core
An empty chasm, nothing in store
From me violence waits to pour
And make some bodies hit the floor

Ripped up, no heart
Tearing lives and souls apart
I knew deep down from the very start
I wouldn't win, I can't outsmart

What is a full part of me
Must be
My destiny
I just don't want to see
Me drag down friends and enemies
I don't want them to condemn me
To some ****** up kamikaze!

But I know I've lost
These bones ache and my mind rots
I'm seeing pulsing black and red dots
Violence awakes, now my soul is frost