Mar 2016
I want to write.
I want to write the things that my mind can't speak
the words that I can't directly say
the feelings that I can't express
I want to sleep.
I want to sleep for the rest of my life
and wake up beside you
with a smile on my face
sleeping sometimes helps
I want to cry.
I want to cry and let my feelings out
instead of me being silent
but deep inside crashing
I want to confess.
I want to confess everything to someone
Confess that I love them and I'm thankful that they've been a part of my life
but things just holds me back to let go
because I'm such a potato
I want to confess how much I like you
that you've been my crush
but pride is eating me
I don't want to look desperate
I want to be alone.
I want to hear the sound of silence.
I want the touch of the air against my skin.
All alone in a room where my mind is wandering
Alone not lonely,
but alone contemplating.
I want to unlove you.**
But how?
I want to write the things that my mind can't speak
the words that I can't directly say
the feelings that I can't express
I want to sleep.
I want to sleep for the rest of my life
and wake up beside you
with a smile on my face
sleeping sometimes helps
I want to cry.
I want to cry and let my feelings out
instead of me being silent
but deep inside crashing
I want to confess.
I want to confess everything to someone
Confess that I love them and I'm thankful that they've been a part of my life
but things just holds me back to let go
because I'm such a potato
I want to confess how much I like you
that you've been my crush
but pride is eating me
I don't want to look desperate
I want to be alone.
I want to hear the sound of silence.
I want the touch of the air against my skin.
All alone in a room where my mind is wandering
Alone not lonely,
but alone contemplating.
I want to unlove you.**
But how?
