When your significant other
Is indulging in their work, and
I, the supposed lover is
Off to the side writing about how lonely
I feel when someone who is a
Foot away is not paying attention to you,
is merely "reading" of things that are
Significant to him.
Do i deserve this. Do I deserve sobriety?
Do I care? Does that matter?
Do I deserve this position
Of enslavement? When I am very
Aware of being a slave.
I feel im in the awkward middle,
Of being tied down by
Words and debating
Death.
He honestly doesn't think
Of me, and I
The same to him.
Why do we care?
Why do we stay?
I attempted to leave, he said we do better
"Together."