I don’t understand can’t comprehend Just feeling alone, disconnected again Stuck with tears in all but my third eye Chaffing these feelings up against this pen, Can’t seem to move or bend without the break I don’t understand a pain that doesn’t ache To heal is to reopen and pass thru with love Our wound aren’t the only evidence of abuse Physical proof often separates the elders from our youth Stuck between choosing alcohol or self abuse Go in search of a sweeter way to rot your tooth Chase away the fear, and the anger I can't handle this section of your chapter Where you just want to avoid all the love, and the laughter