"I want to be a boxer" he said Stomping his foot, his face red. Angry at God for not making it happen Now! Before his resolve does slacken
"I've got the skills for it." he whines He neglects his practice half the time He doesn't realise, it seems, The difference between a hobby and a dream
"I've won many a fight!" he shouts Those brawls with friends don't really count. He did once won the junior championship And into each conversation, he lets that slip.
"I can make it!" he says, His gloats, incessant His actions, childish, His views, arrogant. “Life’s so unfair!” he always cries Though with all his heart, he never tries
He’s chasing the rush of winning a battle But at the thought of war, his courage rattles “If only I could follow my dream…” he muses One day perhaps he’ll run out of excuses
His wistful eyes gaze at boxing rings, Lost in the visions of glory they bring. “It’s my calling.” He brags, unable to see The clear path leading him to his “destiny”
On self -made hurdles, he always trips. It seems on reality he’s losing his grip. In this mind, there is ample confusion On the difference between a dream and delusion
As time passes, one day it’ll be clear That all that stopped him was his own fear But until then, he lets the truth be unheard For isn’t it easier to keep blaming the world?
There were so many times when I thought that it was crazy to keep writing and I'm just fooling myself if I think I'll be a writer some day. I thought it was stupid to keep believing in my childhood dream. Sometimes when I'm feeling especially hopeless, I feel like this poem is basically how the world sees me.